I am sick and tired of all the negativity and bad luck this year has given me so far.
As soon as something good is happening BAM ! there's that stupid bad luck again.
I am a good girl, I help people when I can, like giving up my seat in a crowded bus, helping old folks packing their groceries, I helped a girl with a baby home with a big package from the post office because she couldn't handle it (it was huge) + the baby stroller.
I donate money when and if I can (more seldom nowadays because well, I'm poor...kinda).
What do I get in return, tons and tons of bad luck.
So far this year has given me;
- Dental issues (just got one more but I can't afford to get it fixed)
- Cat got sick.
- Several No's for job applies.
- Worries for my lil' sister, because, well let's say she's in deep trouble.
- And now my moped has been STOLEN. So I can't get around as easily this summer. (yes it is reported to the police and the insurance but it will take time before I will get to know anything, besides there is a selfpaying fee for the insurancce, more money I don't have plus I won't get enough to replace it, would have to go with a cheaper (and uglier) model.
- My TV broke a few months back. I can manage without it but still
Don't get me wrong, there has been few good things too....it's just hard to remember them with all these bad things happening.
All these things are bubbling up from inside me and comes out in hopeless endless flood of tears and anxiety. I just want to hide away....or travel someplace //can't afford it //....Can't really decide.
So pretty please, Negativit /Karma/ Universe/ whatever-stop being a bitch!