again...it wasn't so long ago but...

Ok, I feel a little better now, not as much depressed as before but my mom isn't preciely helpng...you know moms - they nag and nag and nag til there's no end of it...I'm not depressed, but I'm not really happy either...I'm just...stuck with my life, it's not moving...at all...btw thank you guys for the cheers

But today I drew an amazing picture -it's not done yet, but just doing the sketch and lineart really made me feel better...sometimes I wonder why I'm not applying to an art-school...then *bam* reality check...I don't have the courage to do it + what would I do with it...really...

People in the past has described me as determent, but I'm not so sure...I'm not really determent I'm just more or less a dreamer.


Okey so that wasn't really what I wanted to say in todays journal. I wanted to tell you guys a little of this times Kiriban. You know, the one with 20 000. I will *not* draw anything for you, but instead you will get one pair handmade earrings, specially made for you, in whatever color you like, I won't tell you what exactly the earring will look like because I don't know yeat, but you bet that it will be something *sweet*.

So go out there and catch my 20 000 pg and I'll be generous, if there's two people getting it (yes it does happen) then both get a pair of earrings each.


[link] if you ever wonders where to get them


Arttrade with
The Mermaid's Wish part 4
Watercolor; "Fairies in school"






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Those of you who uses Internet Explorer can go here to find my clubs; [link] everyone else can see them in my drop-box on the top of the journal


big thanks to who not only did this skin but also helped alot with a few things!